Sad.
So, I know, it’s typical that a teenage girl would miss her boyfriend, right?
Well, this is different.
His last day of high school is in 18 school days. Depressing. He’s like, my only friend, because, all the friends I used to have alienated me. So, I’m going to have no one when he leaves. And, he’s going off to college, so it’s even more upsetting, that I have less than 4 months of getting to see him and hear his voice everyday. As my junior year started, I was dreading this time of year. I knew it would be hard for me. So, I’ve been sad, but, my grades have been spectacular, because that’s what I do. I shut down, and focus on one thing, and it just happens to be my schoolwork this time.
He is my everything. I love him as much as a person can love another. It’s going to be hard for me when he leaves, that’s for sure. But, I will get through it. I have to keep telling myself that. As it comes closer to the date that he’s leaving, all I can do is cry anymore. It was definitely hard last night, because I just couldn’t stop thinking of how different it’s going to be. My senior year, might just be the worst year of high school I ever endure.
